yoitsjoc

Today my oldest brother Mike is moving to Colorado with his fiance Jaime and he wont be back for a year or so. I'm supposed to go see him durring the winter to go snowboarding, but i don't think my mom will let me. I couldn't stop crying tonight because i know im not going to  see him for a while and the longest i've gone without seeing him was his senior year when he went to spain for 3 weeks. I was so close with him so this is really hard on me. In the winter we would always go snowboarding together, he was a mad dirty boarder. He would always make me do things i wouldn't normally do if there wasn't someone there to tell me how to do it, but once i did something and landed it, it felt so good. He was the only one who could push me to do tricks, if it wasn't for him i'd still be on the top of the mountain scared to pieces. He taught me everything i know. I am going to miss him so much, and once he comes back he's getting the biggest hug of his life! I love him so much, and can't wait till be comes back.