quis me liberabit? FINAL HMWK
who will ... ?
scio enim quia non habitat in me hoc est in carne mea bonum nam velle adiacet mihi perficere autem bonum non invenio
non enim quod volo bonum hoc facio sed quod nolo malum hoc ago.
(romans 7:18-19)
quite possibly one of my favorite verses.
For I know that in me (that is, in my flesh,) dwelleth no good thing: for to will is present with me; but how to perform that which is good I find not.
For the good that I would I do not: but the evil which I would not, that I do.
So who even says that? It's honesty at its best.
'What I want to do, I don't do. What I don't want to do (sin, mostly) I do! There's nothing remotely good in me. I have that ridiculous ability to 'choose'...but I don't even know how to choose the right thing.'
That's me. I want to do the right thing. I can't. I should. I am a guilt ridden piece of carne.
quis me liberabit de corpore mortis huius????
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simplicity #2308
Think about the things that you want. Or have wanted. Or will want in the future, maybe.
How /are you going/did you get/will you get them?
Sometimes things that I need bother me. Because I have to ask, and the method of asking varies with different people I encounter. With my parents: I use pity. 'Please!!! I really, really need gas money. I have work now.' With friends: it's more like 'you know you can wait for that money I owe you' in a goodnatured ribbing. With my elders, whom I don't quite know as well, I'm more of a....we won't go there.
My point is: so far my life has been full of different methods to get to the same end. This could be horribly wrong. I maybe should just suck up to everyone from whom I want something.
It's not likely that that will happen.
Maybe I'm horribly crafty and clever. Probably not.
I get tired of people. I guess it's because I work in retail.
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So those are my two faves.
I guess I like the first one because that topic is so interesting and relative to me. I love that. Love John. He is so smaht. At the end of his outcry he asks, (translated from the Latin) "Who will rescue me from this mortal body?"
My question: Who will?
The second one I appreciate because I think I wrote it at a time when I was really depressed and downtrodden from working ALL THE TIME. Since I have time off now I guess I'm not so world weary, but I always like to look back to see how I feel at certain points. Tres interesant.
Happy I'm Graduating Friday!
Current mood:Graduatorially
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So I am graduating next week. FINALLY.
So there's no way I can write something as profound as Josh did, but I can give out my Official Advice to Surviving the Rest of High School, As Learnt Thus Far.
*Learn to like coffee.
*Listen to a lot of different music. It helps you remember things. All my junior year is categorized by the music I listened to. Just forget about 'Country', though, unless its Johnny Cash. Some good stuff is Third Eye Blind (I prefer their first CD, self-titled), Copeland, Colbie Caillat, U2, and Ray LaMontagne. Listen to whole CDs, darn it.
*Forget about permits and licenses. Trust me, when you get yours, you'll cry yourself to sleep. The cost of keeping a car is way more than carpooling with your mommy. Besides, car accidents stink.
*Do your homework at home. Seriously.
*Don't volunteer yourself for anything unless you love it.
*Don't find yourself, CREATE yourself.
That's all I got.
Current mood:errrgee
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shadowLaNdS
1. What do the poor and the sick have to do with the means of grace?
I love this bit. Wesley talks about God's different channels of grace (which I take to mean salvation?). He says surely acts of mercy are equal to the means of grace. Being merciful, sympathetic, being Shane Claiborne-ish, to the poor and the sick: all means of grace. Although we know that salvation rests in Jesus, living our lives according to the means of grace is rather adherent to Christianity.
I love God's different everything. Love it.
Current mood:foodly
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St. Frank
Reflect on Frank's view of poverty, in lieu of the fact that he himself was once rich.
Personally I adore St. Francis for his bravery. He stripped NAKED in front of a BISHOP (could've been someone higher up, I don't remember.) That's brave.
I believe that the personal choice to live in poverty (such as Shane Claiborne's) is one of immense spiritual consequence. What it signifies is complete trust and dependence on Christ, and His providence. So you don't have a job. God provides for the sparrows--how much more for us? Someone will be there for you. Someone, sent by God.
Reminds me of our time in Boston; we saw a lot of poor people on the streets. It's hard to walk by without helping them. What if I were one of them?
So St. Francis decision, in my opinion, is one deserving much respect. How many of us could successfully drop our lives and live like he did? We all rely on a standard of living, we all have needs. What if we let God define our standards?
Current mood:strawberry licious.
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Bus-town...:)
So the seniors went to Boston last Thurs. and Fri.--I'm sure you missed us IMMENSELY. (Just kidding...)
We did a LOT of walking. My fave part was probably Newbury St. and the hobo wi/the sign, and then Little Italy. I had a cannoli from Mike's Pastry--YUM.
Luckily I can have a cannoli from there whenever next year.
Food for thought:
'Why should your heart not dance?' -C.S. Lewis.
Why not?
Current mood:delightfully napolian
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